Happy twenty fifth monthiversary baby <3 today is the day when I realize how contended I am right now. Though things may not be exactly picture perfect in every aspect, but it is imperfectly perfect. Turning twenty first suddenly feels daunting, and scary. It's as if all the responsibilities would fall on my shoulders the moment the clock strikes twelve. But being here with you, I know even if I waver, you'll be there to catch me to hold me tight. And with that, I'll end with what I'm sure of, I love you, everyday.

'Cause I'll be better than before.

Guess you ain't coming back either. Be well.

I'm back (;

Guess if I got to do it, the moment is now. I can't possibly be crying before every major exams over relationships? Last year was bad enough. I can't make anymore mistakes. I'm so torn apart deep inside that I've no idea how to conceal them and wipe these stubborn tears and stand on my feet. Spastic. Xx wish me luck for two pm paper tomorrow with five more chapters to go!

Too much has been happening. Things have been a blur ever since a year back. But it's undeniable that I've learned a lot. We got to stop losing yes? I feel bummed. But back here in this space, it brings back faint memories and recollection of who I initially was. No doubt, a nicer me yay? Haha I feel nasty towards nasty people. I know it doesn't work out that way. I'm going to find that person I was back. Till then, remember your forgotten selves on my behalf.

Love,
Me.

LALALALALALAHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'M FEELING THE MONDAY BLUESXZCS ALREADEHHHH. REALITY SUCKS. BUT TIME FOR MONEY TO BE ROLLIN' IN TO MOMMA <3

I don't want to be strangers again. It scares me so.

WHY PULL OTHERS INTO THAT SHITHOLE OF YOUR'S? DIGNITY, MOTHERFUCKER. DIGNITY.

Exhausted. Hahaha and finally got my lazy mouldy ass down to type CV and send them out. I can use a starbucks green tea latte right now ):